Junhong's blog :D

2011-12-21T05:39:00.000-08:00

Hey guys!

So how has it been for you readers? (: Feels like zero *forever alone*

So yea, Yesterday was a very beneficial day at the gym with Jonathan and Daniel Boey . Haha, felt weird that I went to the gym with a 20 yr old.
Basically, I had major muscle aches during work today :P and i had fun messing with that stock keeper :3.

After messing with him, I went home and ate curry rice for lunch. Quite nice, aft that, i went to wash the toilet, cause my mum wanted me to.

At around 4+, I had an emotional outbreak. She suddenly wanted to confiscate my computer and wanted me to study. WOW MUM, i did not know after O levels still can study one sia, i don't even know where I going next year you want me to study. Well, I did as I was told, and studied. I took that badly as I felt that she had no faith in me, believing that I did not work hard for my Os. Thinking I was going to take private Os next year. I am already unconfident about myself, all I need is reassurance . Why can't you give me that?

So yea, have been texting with bestfriend and daughter more often lately, and no, they are not replacements to my empty heart. Even though I used to date my bestfriend. That feeling from before is gone, and I feel a lot more relaxed than before. (:

Thank god for them.

P.S. I miss you.

If you were to turn into a snake tomorrow, and began devouring humans.

2011-10-22T06:51:00.000-07:00

And with that same mouth which devoured humans, you cry out "i love you" , but will i still be able to say the same?

Meh. Today was #homealone day. Where i was home alone the whole day. My mum and dad went for a wedding, my sis went to jb, and i'm still here.

So basically, i managed to write 3 compos to mdm K today .
Still no reply from her though.

Should probably go for a bath now, before my sis gets home, later she steal my water!! D:<
HAHA! Well, it's 1 more day to Os after today. Too fast.

I hope i can accept what is given to me next year. Even if i can't get into Poly, i must get into MI.

I miss you really bad.
Where'd you go?

hello.

2011-10-21T09:41:00.001-07:00

hey people, it's been a while since i posted.
But who cares, no one reads this anyway.
Well, at least this would be my ranting space for now.

So basically , my prelim results weren't that good. It was bad.
I got a 20 point for L1R4, which was inclusive of CCA. which meant i can only qualify for MI.
L1R5 was 30. JC? No way.

I've been working really hard recently, but there is just so much on my mind , but i just can't talk to anyone.
Well, except my awesome.
In my class, i basically can't speak to anyone, except that few who have helped me.
If i speak to anyone else about it,the whole world would find out, I don't want that to happen, i've had enough of the backstabbing incidents happening.

I have to start speaking up. Keeping everything inside me is not a good feeling, not at all...

I am confused. I am very confused.
Crash , crash and burn, for this will be my last stand. Clear my mind, clear my heart, treat everything as trash, and throw them all away, what is the point of keeping all of this inside.

Forget her.

Hey.

2011-07-09T05:38:00.000-07:00

Hello readers, i haven't been posting for a long time, i wasn't in the best of mood recently,

However, i try to show that i'm happy in school, so that people wouldn't ask, however, there are people who saw through it. And yea, i told them what was wrong with me.

Yea, so last month was really really rough for me. I'm sure i'm not alone.

However, i'm gonna keep the memories and get rid of the pain.

I hope she could do the same.

There are also some insensitive bastards who seem to just keep rubbing salt in my wounds.

To you guys :

There are some things that can be said, and some that can't. Just when i have forgotten some of it, you guys had to mention it and bring the feeling all back. You think this is funny? It's not. How would you feel if you didn't want to talk about something, and people keep reminding you of it?

So anyway, the week is over now. It's time to look forward to next week. Instead of dwelling on the past. (:

So anyways, time to talk about this week, this week, i've been feeling really really tired.

Miss Palai implemented a rule to get us to stay back in school until 5 for self study in the library.

I really appreciate that . Everytime i get home, i tend to be lazy and not do my homework, however, i recently learnt how to ES^3 (Eat Shit Sleep Study)

I hope i can keep that fire burning until after the Os

So, on tues i stayed awake till 3am just to finish my Social Studies holiday assignment, however, she didn't collect it . I felt really tired the next day, totally no energy to talk so much ):

Haha, so whatever, i was supposed to play badminton with Diana Siqi and Aisyah today, however, Diana wanted to watch Harry Potter ._.

Thus, here i am, using the computer and blogging.

When it is the darkest. When all hope seems to be gone. That is when.. You will see those stars, that glimmer of hope. Remember, aim for the stars, even if you fail, You'll land on the moon.

Hack. :P

2011-05-22T06:22:00.000-07:00

HARROW ALL.

HEHEHEHEHEHE. Guess who? K, it aint Junhong eh! HAHAHA! His blog is in my hands. K, i very evil.

So, what shall i post about eh? mmmmmmh...
Want me to tell you who i am? Kekekeke~
Hmmmhh, Im not his girlfriend, neither am i his best friend nor friend. Kinda complicated, maybe. Kekeke~ So, when did i exactly met this bitch? 10th Anniversary. HEHE. But, we werent that close till th OCIP Cambodia. No wait, we werent close also. K, idk when. But, i know at one point we just 'click'. K, i talking crap. &So, easier say, friends > best friends > now. HEHEH. Hmmmh, maybe you all know me already, so yeah. ^.^
I wonder why this idiot never update his blog. IDIOTIDIOTIDIOT. but, still mine. Okay, best. & So, i'll be going off now. Errrrr, GOODBYE ALL. :P

P.s PLEASE CHANGE YOUR URL. -.-

I love you th best ♥

Revival of my blog

2011-04-30T03:59:00.000-07:00

HEY GUYS (:

I'm finally going revive my blog *Proud*

Haha! So yea, i'm really very very happy nowadays (:

Even though it's the exam period, i don't feel stressed ><

2 reasons actually

1: It ain't counted in 'O' Levels

2: She is able to calm me down.

So yea, my friend , became my bestfriend, and then, became my lover.

I'm really glad i met her.

If i didn't i would still be that guy with no direction at all. (:

Oh well, i practically rotted my day away at home today ): .

Hope she is having fun in JB now (: haha! I WANT SOUVEINIERS :D LOL

jkjk.

Alright , i think thats about it, ME WANT GO COOK DINNERRR~ HEHE

SEEYA :D

To that special someone: Hey you, I'm reallyreallyreally glad i met you. I appreciate every single second that i spend with you. You are that type of person who is able to calm me down and also fully understand me when i do something. Thank you, and i love you <3